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I wanted to forget,I'm trying to forget
But I can't face the dark without you.

There’s someone out there for everyone,
except this is like the world’s
largest game of hide-and-go-seek,
and you bet that boy found the
best hiding spot
and he’s waiting for you to find him.
Or better yet, maybe he’ll get tired
of waiting and find you instead.
So never give up hoping that you’ll find
that one person
whom you’re meant to be with.
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miss la misssssssss
Saturday, February 6, 2010 11:05 PM

How? )':

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Happy 18th Ziela loveeee ♥
Sunday, January 31, 2010 2:07 AM

I know this is kind of late but........
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ZIELA! ♥♥
Hope that little surprise visit to your house makes you happy :)
I just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday and to let you know that you are not alone.Should you need someone to lean on,I will be here for you.Thank you for your friendship through out all of the years.In this world, where everything seems uncertain, only some things are definite.You'll always be my friend, beyond words, beyond time and beyond distance.Now that you are a year older,don't worry,my love and care for you will remain the same.Hope to celebrate more and more and more of your birthday to come,loveeee you♥

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more then you will ever know
Sunday, January 24, 2010 8:14 PM

There comes a point where you miss someone so much that you can hear their voice echo in your head. And you can hear the names that they used to call you, the words they used to tell you. You memorized their laugh, their smile, and their silly ways. You can also feel their arms around you and you don’t want to let go even though you know it’s just an illusion. Everytime your phone rings, you smile because you think it’s them that’s calling. Everytime you hear their name, your heart beats 100 times faster and sometimes, you can’t even breathe. You knew that looking back on the tears would make you laugh, but you never knew that looking back on the laughs would also make you cry. All you want is to go back in time. not to the time that you first met, to the time that you were known as nothing, but strangers. But no matter what, you’re in denial. You hide your feeling so no one would know. You put on a fake smile and don’t let a single tear break through. You’re so used to hiding your feelings that you don’t even realize the pain you’re causing for yourself. Your thoughts become invisible. It’s still there, but no one knows.And you’re hurting no one but yourself.

I fucking miss you,i really do.

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Thursday, January 14, 2010 10:21 PM


I have had enough.
It ends tonight.

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you'll be the angel that will look upon them,
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 2:24 PM

RIP,THE REV<3
Quoted from avenged sevenfold official website,

JIMMY "THE REV" SULLIVAN

"It is with great sadness and heavy hearts that we tell you of the passing today of Jimmy “The Rev” Sullivan. Jimmy was not only one of the world's best drummers, but more importantly he was our best friend and brother. Our thoughts and prayers go out to Jimmy's family and we hope that you will respect their privacy during this difficult time.

Jimmy you are forever in our hearts.
We love you."

Aaaah,I love love love love love love you The Rev )':

this is just too sudden,im really glad I get to see you when you were here in Singapore last year):

aaaah im so fucking gonna grieved over him

I mean where can you find another badass drummer like him?

AAAAAAAAH TSK

)';


My heart is with M Shadows, Synyster Gates, Zacky Vengeance and Johnny Christ

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SJ!
Saturday, December 26, 2009 2:26 PM


And this are my babies<3
i'm so mesmerized by them,
but the one who captured my heart the most,have to be........





Siwon!<3<3
i want to bite him,please.
some of them are really cute too but maybe next post then i'll feature them?
hee hee
aiyaaaa,thanks alot gpp for making me addicted to them,hahhhhhhh ;p

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But I really do :'(
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 11:26 PM

To tell you the truth I don’t have much to offer. But I’ll still give you everything I’ve got, even if it’s barely a thing at all. I’ll give you late nights, long hugs. Someone to talk to, someone to care for, someone who will always be there. A hand to hold, somebody to lean on. And if that’s not enough, just know you have all of me. I hope that’s enough.

I just don’t want to do anything to pressure you. Or drives you away.Even though sometimes I can’t help it.Just like I can’t help that I fell in love with you.Cause I did.I love you.And it scares me,a little bit.

Yes,It is a risk to fall in love.What if it doesn’t work out.

Ah,but what if it does?

Ah fuck,I just miss you a lot.Miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss you.

Just one thing I want right now,to complete my freaking holiday.Just one day with you,please?Please :’( :’( :’( :’(

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK,MY HEART FEELS SO UNEASY JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU,URGH

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Too bad.my site can only be viewed on MF/Opera/Safari.Hideous on IE,I swear.

ATIKAH,THE BEAST
Photobucket Aphrodisiacs:Avenged Sevenfold My baby girls/baby boys Betes ™ Ben&Jerry Starbucks ♥ A full time student in Republic poly;School of applied science, I am so loving it,so loving it.
I hope for ☮ and ♥.
But some people just don't deserve it.


Nexus
Kakak Ifah Wan Ana F Sue Namirah Ziela Nisa Fara Lynneh Aisyah Elfie Bibbib Sally Ainina Sean Syahirah/C Shaiha/C Nazahah/C Nadhirah/C Zulaiha

Sexay Chad!


"What if, if today was your last day?"
Here's to the past
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
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July 2009
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September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
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January 2010
February 2010

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