I’m tyring real hard,real hard to purify myself from all this hatred.
Sometimes all I can do is not think. Not wonder. Not obsess. Not imagine. Just breathe. Breathe in, breathe out. Everything works out in the end, and the more time I spend feeling about it, the longer it takes for things to end perfectly. Just the way they should.
And also,I still miss the good friend who use to make me laugh alot..Alot.I tried,so much to convince myself he’s gone from my life but he’s one special friend.i just laugh when i think of some of the crazy thingswe've done together. they wouldn't have been half the fun if i would have done them with some other friend.I don’t know why I miss him.He have a big impact in my life.Am I naive to still be missing you after this few months?
Oh god,please purify my heart.Make me forget about the odium I have for those people.And I hope I can have back the friend that I miss very much.
It looks like I’m losing this fight,its not easy holding on
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